I really should be cleaning, but I felt like I needed to clear my head. Today has so far been kind of odd. I was woken up by a phone call from my dad saying he was coming to visit for lunch. Now, being woken up is never my cup of tea but whatever it was kind of a nice surprise, especially cause he drove here from Oshawa (It's on the other side of the GTA).
The reality of the situation though is that during lunch (at Turtle Jacks (which I love!!)) he kind of brought up the whole what are you plans after school? So heres the thing, even though in the back of my mind I knew it was coming I never really sat down and thought about the fact that I'm done college in 2 and a half months. I keep telling myself I have tons of time but the truth is I really don't. No matter how hard I try the clock keeps ticking and I keep going no where.
To sum up my thoughts here it goes. I need to find an internship. I know that's an obvious one especially if you know anything about my program. However heres the real issue I keep putting everything off. Ugh, what to do. I've become so lazy and so pre occupied with my social life that the real reason I'm here has been pushed aside.
My next dilemma is where to get my internship. Cause okay, lets face it. I've already interned at MTV and I know myself and I know that my next step would be to take a shot at Much Music. But the logical part of my brain is like "Lisa, do you really think you will get a job straight out of that internship?" maybe not? But should I try or take the logical route and take something local?
Lisa's Brain/Thought Process.
DREAMS vs. REALITY.
CHILDHOOD vs. ADULTHOOD.
What to do, what to do... my lease is up in May.
Oh, fun fact, my roommate thinks I'm nuts cause I cleaned the oven with floor cleaner and I burnt my hand on the oven making heat up dinners, I really need to grow up... eventually I will.
haha ... some random in the learning commons called me a hipster... hardly.
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